i hate...

i hate goodbyes...
i hate feeling helpless...
i hate when you walk away...
i hate to walk away...
i hate avoiding...
i hate not facing you...
i hate not to have the guts to say all that i feel...
i hate being like this...

i hate when it comes to a point when i dont want to go... when i dont want you to go... when i want nothing else to matter... when i cant even write everything that i feel... i hate this...