Black cats and smiles...

Why is it so hard for me to take my own advice?

Today there will be a huge change... a trademark of mine shall be no more... or at least that's what I plan...

Do big changes happen when bad things happen?... yes at least with me it does... I guess it's human nature...

I smile... I laugh... inside I still grieve... it's easier to not talk about it... to start hiding it away... it's something special... even if it hurts...

and just smile...


♪ so here I go... I'm not calling for a second chance, I'm screaming at the top of my voice... ♪

I'll tell you in another life, when we are both cats

Yesterday was Vanilla sky...

Still here... still breathing...

I guess...

♪ everybody hurts... ♪

Pondering...

Yesterday I saw Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind... made me think... could I do something like that? How will I take it if someone did it to me?

I don't know...

♪ ...everybody's gotta learn sometimes ♪