Vampires, Books and Meals

It's been so long since I've been so caught up with a book... its called Twilight by Stephanie Meyer... it's pretty much oriented for teenagers... but i couldn't help buying it when i read the back of the book... it only had five simple lines...

"About three things I was absolutely positive:

First, Edward was a vampire

Second, there was a part of him - and I didn't know how dominant that part might be- that thirsted for my blood.

And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."

Its not the book of the year, but its really entertaining, I liked it...

I guess there isn't much philosophy for today, I don't feel like writing all that I'm feeling...

Too complicated...

I distract myself by reading...

One thing that I'm really starting to enjoy is to eat alone (I usually couldn't stand it), putting my headphones on and reading while eating has been a very entertaining activity without feeling glum because I have no one to talk to or getting caught up in my own web of thoughts...

It can't rain forever...

♪ show me, show me, show me, how you do that trick ♪

Dreams, zombies and favors...

To revive deceased dreams is not an easy task...

They become zombies... which is the closest thing to what you wished for...

Things aren't the same... yet you try with all your might to make that dream come true...

And try not to get hurt in the process...

Which is inevitable...

Yet you still try...

With all your might...

I take my hat off to myself sometimes...

I can really push myself to the limits to achieve what I wish...

The problem is that I don't learn when to give up...

And learning process begins...


♪ Looking on she sings the songs...
The words she knows the tune she hums ♪

When you were young...

No matter how hard you try to keep a smile, things get messed up, you have no control over them...

And then you just don't want to smile anymore...

It pisses me off...

♪ You sit there in your heartache... Waitin' on some beautiful boy to... To save you from your old ways ♪

Just the way you look

Yesterday I saw The Devil wears Prada... I liked it... a chick flick none the less... but a nice one...

It came recommended and I as well say its good, but, I'm pretty sure most guys won't dig it...

So there you go, if you like the whole independent girl theme and feel identified with having a really demanding job, this is for you.

On the other hand... Frank Sinatra makes me a little happier... so today Frank was on my playlist....

♪ When the world is cold, I will feel a glow just thinking of you, and the way you look tonight ♪

Aparently today's post was about looks ;P

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road...

One more day to go until the weekend...

When you are in school you never imagine yourself in the real world...

And when you are in the real world you start to forget how it felt when you were in school...

Yesterday I saw Scent of a woman... I love that movie... romantic yet not too girly, I know a few guys who even like it... hoohah! "But there isn't nothin' like the sight of an amputated spirit. There is no prosthetic for that..."

♪ This boy's too young to be singing the blues ♪

This river is wild

Sometimes I wish I could understand the world and the things that happen in it...

Most of the times people just say that I should just go with the flow...

Others... my mind won't stop boggling about things...

Today... mmmm... today... today was a roller coaster...

but I have to admit... at least I could concentrate... for a while...


♪ you left me drowning in my tears, and you won't save me anymore ♪

Today I got an email from an aunt... it contained a music video... about a man who held a sign that said FREE HUGS... the song is called All the same by the Sick Puppies...

The first time I saw that video... It was a while ago... things were different... that song took another turn... and was kept as a special memory in me...

Today... when I saw it... I wasn't expecting on bumping into it again... I felt like I wanted to cry...

♪ I don't care, no I wouldn't dare, to fix the twist in you... ♪

Yesterday standing in my balcony...

I daydreamed... about what if's...

That will never see the light of day...


♪ Si hiciera un viaje a mis adentros... y sobreviviera a los lamentos... pediria fuerzas para decir cuanto lo siento... ♪

Bon Jovi

So many memories haunt my mind...

♪ I never wanted the stars, never shot for the moon... I like them right where they are... all I wanted was you... ♪

Día de Muertos...

One more thing to say before this day ends...

mmmmm... pan de cadáver.... yummy...

that's all I have to say about that....

Wishfull thinking...

When I arrived I saw a doodle in my desk...

I didn't do it...

I wish it was you...

:3

♪ te estaré viendo... desde el otro lado del sol... extrañandote... ♪

It has to do with you...

Pictures...

Cats...

Flying pigs...

Tarantino... Robert Rodriguez...

Garfield...

The Killers... Alien Ant farm... Lucybell... 30 seconds to mars... Lost Prophets... Mamá Pulpa... Porter... Cafeta... Erick Clapton... Bob Dylan... Los tres... Caifanes... Jaguares... Sick Puppies... The Rasmus... U2... Fobia... Los Concorde... QBO... Bon Jovi... Kings of Convenience... David Bowie... Leonardo de Lozanne... Flaming Lips... Los bunkers... Athelete... Remy Zero... Moderatto... Molotov... Muse... Rata Blanca...


Just to name a few...


♪ from you one look... just one look and everything is shattered... ♪

Black cats and smiles...

Why is it so hard for me to take my own advice?

Today there will be a huge change... a trademark of mine shall be no more... or at least that's what I plan...

Do big changes happen when bad things happen?... yes at least with me it does... I guess it's human nature...

I smile... I laugh... inside I still grieve... it's easier to not talk about it... to start hiding it away... it's something special... even if it hurts...

and just smile...


♪ so here I go... I'm not calling for a second chance, I'm screaming at the top of my voice... ♪

I'll tell you in another life, when we are both cats

Yesterday was Vanilla sky...

Still here... still breathing...

I guess...

♪ everybody hurts... ♪

Pondering...

Yesterday I saw Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind... made me think... could I do something like that? How will I take it if someone did it to me?

I don't know...

♪ ...everybody's gotta learn sometimes ♪

Thoughts, post its and doodles

When I feel overwhelmed by my feelings... what do I do?

I sometimes talk... yet some people don't really know how to listen... sometimes I don't want a suggestion or a solution... I just want to be listened to...

Other times I find someone who I really care for... and ask for a hug... hugs to me are so therapeutic... if you are feeling sad, mad, depressed or whatever... and hug can calm you, soothe you even...

But most of the times... I... draw...

Almost everyone who knows me knows that detail... I've been drawing so much lately on post its... and due to the fact that I haven't written here in such a long time... I share some of my drawings...



















If you are wondering if the curly haired one is me... yes... you are right...

I've been having such a hard time lately... I'll try to keep on posting drawings...

So how do you free yourself of your feelings?

Listening to...

Bored out of my mind I want to share a few songs... if this post does not interest you at all or just want to hear one song... I recommend the last one on the list ;) *wink wink* trust me on this one...

Ok... here we go... first we start with perkyness... ♪ Oh I'd love to see you smilin'♪



Going on with the happy warm fuzzy feelings... this version of somewhere over the rainbow is truly one of my favorites...



After seeing Babasonicos I was even more convinced that they're music was kick ass, there some things that some people could find offensive, this isn't one of those songs, I like it a lot... ♪ Vamos quiero una explicacion! ♪




Now we go for something with a little touch of rock... ♪ If you are sleeping, are you dreaming? if you are dreaming, are you dreaming of me? ♪



Lets turn it up a notch... ♪ Something is getting in the way, something is just about to break ♪



And to close off... the best is always saved for last... and before you listen to this song... i recommend that you stop what you are doing... take a deep breath... close your eyes and fly with this song... I love it...

Happy Birthday Baka Neko...

Wish you the best little bro, now and always... you rock!

On a day like today...

• 1184 BC - Greeks enter Troy using the Trojan Horse.
• 1792 The French national anthem, ''La Marseillaise,'' was composed by Capt. Claude Joseph Rouget de Lisle.
• 1961 - Bob Dylan earned a $50 session fee for playing harmonica on Harry Belafonte's "Midnight Special." It was his recording debut.
• 1967 - Cosmonaut Vladimir Komarov dies in Soyuz 1, when the parachute fails to open. He was the first human to die during a space mission.
• 1990 - Gruinard Island, Scotland, is officially declared free of anthrax after 48 years of quarantine.
• 1990 - The space shuttle Discovery blasted off from Cape Canaveral, Fla., carrying the $1.5 billion Hubble Space Telescope.
• 2005 - Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger is inaugurated as the 265th Pope of the Roman Catholic Church taking the name Pope Benedict XVI.

...once again... boredom + wikipedia = this post...

What I'm listening to...

click on the title to listen to the song

"Sell My Soul" by Our Lady Peace

How do you feel?
How do you hate?
How do you wake up with
That smile that's on your face?

Out on the moon
If I was an astronaut
Could I get back to you?

I’m out of my head
I’m out of excuses
so I’m staring at the bed,
and it's you,
it’s you

I hold on, I hold on
I can't let go
And you don't know how I feel
Hold on I hold on
I’d sell my soul
And you don't know how I feel

I’m losing my heart
I’m losing my pride
I’d burn our initials
In the sun if it would shine
I need a fresh start
‘Cause I was in heaven until
This world fell apart

I’m out on the run
I’m out in this empty space
Since all of this begun
Well I tried, I tried

Nothing seems to help
Nothing seems to work
Nothing is as beautiful
I’m old enough to take
all the blame
For all the mistakes
All the games and
All the faces
I’m bleeding by myself
But I’m okay

I just can't stop thinking about you...
and you don't believe me...